Written BY me...

I write stuff here...
My main blog is deathbyapathy.tumblr.com...
I'm 18...
I'm weird...
That's about it...

idk wtf is wrong with me. I get weird at night.

ovo-and-that-xo:

By the light of the moon

The thought of death takes hold

It grips me tightly in its grasp

In it’s boney, cold clutch

My mind becomes a prison

There is no longer the will

There is no longer the hope

There is no longer the desire

Nothing to guide me to the dawn

I just continually wonder

Will it finally end or will it go on

Will I awake in the morning

Or will I be forever gone

                     - Ritu

(Source: immoralmortality)

ovo-and-that-xo:

My heart is shattering

The demon to which I cling

Made me lose the angel I so needed

The angel came to know of the demon

That to through my own words

And as I saw the angel retreat 

I knew I had lost all that had meaning

In this apathetic mortality

Simply for what I wanted but never ever needed

The one that could have saved me

Was made wretched by my idiocy

But I vow to redeem this angel to the heavens

And redeem myself to this angel

The only one I could ever love

(Source: immoralmortality)

gank-the-jefferson-starships:

As I sat my worries grew

My mind whirled in thought

And the wind in full force blew

Amidst my delusions I was caught

It was always or never true

Just another way to confuse

I no longer have any clue

In the end I must refuse

The insanity I can not take

Everyday is filled with cries

Thus I will surely break

The illusions revealed as lies

Meh, I wrote it. It’s what ever.

(Source: immoralmortality)

deathbyapathy:

If I told you I don’t love you

It’d be a lie

If I told you I didn’t care

It’d be a lie

You became my all

And I lost myself

I wish I had known

I was nothing to you

For a whole year 

I’ve lived with this pain

And will continue to

Why did you hurt me 

The way you did

You shouldn’t have led me on

You shouldn’t have shown me

dream of happiness and love

You should have left me as I was

My misery then was a fraction 

Of what it is now

(Source: immoralmortality)

deathbyapathy:

I sit here all alone

Desperate for your reply

My heart yearns to hear from you

Yet I get nothing

But I shall not continue this

For it only brings me pain

Now you will know only my wrath

A burning blade of fury

It will cut into you 

leaving a pain like no other

As each stroke gets deeper

You will bleed as I bled 

You will burn as I burnt

No plea of mercy will save you know

You will suffer as I suffered

And I shall move on 

And you will then flounder for me

But I wont return

(Source: immoralmortality)

You’re broken
I’m broken
Lets become
We’re broken

—Me (to you…)

(Source: immoralmortality)

deathbyapathy:

You’ve destroyed me for the last time

You will never regain entry into my heart

You’ve had your chance and you blew it

You will never know the warmth of my love

You’ve made your decision now live with it

You will never find another that loves you as I do

You’ve lost the opportunity of a life time

You will never hear from me again

(Source: immoralmortality)

I could love a demon

Because I am just as dark

I could make him pure

Absorb the darkness

into my own heart

I’d love him

Even when the sun burnt out

Or the world were destroyed

I’d make sure he remain 

safe

pure

loved

even if it cost me my soul

I’d do all that I could

All that I can 

For him to return 

from the wretchedness 

-deathBYapathy

You leave me hanging

If only I could tell you

You are the one I want

But you are too pre-ocupied

Too pre-occupied by her thoughts

I am here yet invisible to you

I just want you to see me

as I see you

But I know

It will never happen 

So I must keep this secret

Though my soul burns

only for you…

-deathBYapathy

There is but only onething left to say.

I must leave and go far away.

It is better for you if I leave,

I love you dearly, but please don’t grieve.

One day you will see the reason why,

And you will know it wasn’t a lie.

Remember that I love you so very much,

And I will always hold close your tender touch.

-deathBYapathy